Aisyah Azam

ouuhh...i'm growing up..

Sunday, March 21, 2010

PLC:KAMAR TIDO SUDA..
MOOD:FEEL ALONE..

SALAM...
ouh...ari jumaat lepas bgun tdo kul 4.30am..tetibe je...coz mimpi yg x elok..
urm da elok bgon tros wt kiam skali..cm senang la plak nk wt kiam after sorg kwn neyh 2,3 KALI ajk wt kiam even xdok sme..hmmm doa2 kt Allah agr fmly aq x dtimpa musibaH aritu.ni sume sbb mmpi ouh...my mom n maksu b'tolak ptg tuh..kul 2...blek phg....aq decide nk stay jb...coz aq rse x sdp ati...npe erk???

pg ouh aq ngn ibu g BSN nk bli no pin KPLSPM...kaunselor yg sowh...aq yg drive kete...ibu pnt la konon..huhuhu..mse aq drive ade satu gagak itam lintas dpn kete aq...dy fly rndah sgt..lg cket aq nk lnggr.my mum n aq tkejot gler..slalunye bnde tu ptnde x baek..ibu dh ngucap pnjg...aq t'igt mmpi aq pg ouh...aq dh start nk nges...coz aq tkot xley time bnde yg akn aq ngadap nnt...aq memg rse da x sdp ati..SERIOUSLY!!!tp kuatkn smgt..

kul 2ptg...ibu blek phg...aq stay jb...kesian nk tgglkn ayh aq sensorg...

SUDDENLY!!! kul 5 lbih i got a fon call dri kwn bek aq..t'esak2 dy nges..aq ckp ngn dy npe..tp dy xley ckp..aq nyer ati da b'dbr2..tkot sgt...then aq tny ag..nape cha'??
dy kate ayah dy dh xde!!!!!aq t'diam jap..means???dy da mniggal???cha' juz ckp yup je...pastu aq try calm down dy...n aq tros ltak...aq nges gle2...mybe ini ke bnde burok yg nk jd??ya allah aq memg xpcye....kuat tol instinct aq dgn kwn aq..mybe sbb aq syg kwn,dats why aq dpt rase...hmmm besa sgt dugaan utk kwn aq...

kul 8 mlm aq siap2 nk lawat kwn aq...ajk membe kt tasik,rosiana, g skali...tyme drive,aq xleyh nk thn perasan aq...aq syg sgt ngn ayah kwn aq tuh...dy baek gler...xsngke dy dh pegi...pdhl xsaket pape pon...itulah ajal kn..smpai umh membe,aq cari dy..dy tros dtg plok aq...ouh sdeh gler....aq dpt tgk muke ARWAH ayh dy...bersih je...hmmm cian tgk aunty.dy kate kt aq,nnt xde sape yg dpt tmn dy lg....I'M CRYIN' RITE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hmmm..blk uma singgah tesco...nk lupekn ksedihan sndri...beli cool blog..urm sdp gler...muke aq sembap ag mse uh..tu yg de org kt situ tgk2 aq...wt bodo suda...

pas anta ros blek,tros msok blik...salin bjun BOOMMM...lepak r pe lg..abg agkt aq kol..ahhh miz dy sgt2.dy skrg bz ngn study mikrobio dy..dy pon sdey gak coz bru clash ngn awek dy..haha..mybe ni pon bnde sdey yg aq kne dgr..huhu...ngn lepak2 sorg2,aq t'pk sndri...nape aq x jd blek????ptut nye xde rizen yg leyh aq wt utk xblek phg...coz mcm2 bnde aq kene wt kt phg...anta adek skola n mcm2 la..hmmm mybe sbb ikatan antre kwn aq n aq yg kuat aq dpt rse de org prlukn aq pd wktu tu...hmm...
ok r...GTGW..kene msk nasi..mao mam...lapo..slm..
lau de spellin' yg slh soe..

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