Aisyah Azam

ouuhh...i'm growing up..

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

HAPPY AND SAD.

PLC:KAMAR TIDO.
MOOD: SDEYH...N EPPY CKET LA..KO PE TWU.

kul 2.15am...bru off facebook...hmm eppy sgt dpt jmpe membe mase yr2..rashdan rohizat..xsangke..tp dy x igt aq lak...little bit sad..honestly totally disspnted dy xknl aq...coz mse dlu dy membe yg agk kamceng ngn aq...hmmm dy kate dy 'STM'..ape uh???STM uh short term ......m tu x igt la plak..td igt...ah igt dh...adoiii lupe blek.ni pyakit nyanyuk dy r ni b'jgket....xpe2 nnt aq ingt lek..hmm..dlu sme jd prefect ngn aq...tp xpe la..dy xknl nk wt cmne kn..

tgh best2 borak..teringat lak adek aq kt mesir..sdey sgt..dh lame xplok dy...i miss u my brother...miz u a lot.lot.lot...akak harap awk abeskn blaja kt sane cpt2..nnt ley blek cni cpt sket...hm...nk tgu dy col ujung bulan bru dpt ckp..tu pon putus2.............................LOADING...........................................
cryin'..love u my brother...AHMAD SYAIFULDIN..

BACK TO FACEBOOK:
td mase kt facebook de rase tkejot cket r...de kwn aq tu tgh borak ngn membe lame aq ni...dyorg post kt wall aq...then bnde tu jd byk r...aq igt nk pdm satu2...then aq tkn r remove post..aq igt lau remove post tu,boleh pdm satu2..tp ttbe sume skli..dgn text yg membe aq anta tu ilang..ttbe aq bkk wall adan,aq nmpk membe aq ckp 'KIMAK'.(sory 4 diz word).kt sape lg dy ckp lau bukan aq...sdeyh tol...xde org pon yg pnah ckp cmtu kt aq...sentap ati aq..smpai ati.hm...i'll never talk to him again..xske org ckp cmtu...

2.30am..oke la..mau tdo..nnt ayah bgon nmpk x tdo lg ngamok lak kang..

p/s:kerane mulot.org xske..huhu..pepatah melayu moden..
de word yg slh,lau bace btolkn skali..

Monday, March 22, 2010

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Sunday, March 21, 2010

PLC:KAMAR TIDO SUDA..
MOOD:FEEL ALONE..

SALAM...
ouh...ari jumaat lepas bgun tdo kul 4.30am..tetibe je...coz mimpi yg x elok..
urm da elok bgon tros wt kiam skali..cm senang la plak nk wt kiam after sorg kwn neyh 2,3 KALI ajk wt kiam even xdok sme..hmmm doa2 kt Allah agr fmly aq x dtimpa musibaH aritu.ni sume sbb mmpi ouh...my mom n maksu b'tolak ptg tuh..kul 2...blek phg....aq decide nk stay jb...coz aq rse x sdp ati...npe erk???

pg ouh aq ngn ibu g BSN nk bli no pin KPLSPM...kaunselor yg sowh...aq yg drive kete...ibu pnt la konon..huhuhu..mse aq drive ade satu gagak itam lintas dpn kete aq...dy fly rndah sgt..lg cket aq nk lnggr.my mum n aq tkejot gler..slalunye bnde tu ptnde x baek..ibu dh ngucap pnjg...aq t'igt mmpi aq pg ouh...aq dh start nk nges...coz aq tkot xley time bnde yg akn aq ngadap nnt...aq memg rse da x sdp ati..SERIOUSLY!!!tp kuatkn smgt..

kul 2ptg...ibu blek phg...aq stay jb...kesian nk tgglkn ayh aq sensorg...

SUDDENLY!!! kul 5 lbih i got a fon call dri kwn bek aq..t'esak2 dy nges..aq ckp ngn dy npe..tp dy xley ckp..aq nyer ati da b'dbr2..tkot sgt...then aq tny ag..nape cha'??
dy kate ayah dy dh xde!!!!!aq t'diam jap..means???dy da mniggal???cha' juz ckp yup je...pastu aq try calm down dy...n aq tros ltak...aq nges gle2...mybe ini ke bnde burok yg nk jd??ya allah aq memg xpcye....kuat tol instinct aq dgn kwn aq..mybe sbb aq syg kwn,dats why aq dpt rase...hmmm besa sgt dugaan utk kwn aq...

kul 8 mlm aq siap2 nk lawat kwn aq...ajk membe kt tasik,rosiana, g skali...tyme drive,aq xleyh nk thn perasan aq...aq syg sgt ngn ayah kwn aq tuh...dy baek gler...xsngke dy dh pegi...pdhl xsaket pape pon...itulah ajal kn..smpai umh membe,aq cari dy..dy tros dtg plok aq...ouh sdeh gler....aq dpt tgk muke ARWAH ayh dy...bersih je...hmmm cian tgk aunty.dy kate kt aq,nnt xde sape yg dpt tmn dy lg....I'M CRYIN' RITE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hmmm..blk uma singgah tesco...nk lupekn ksedihan sndri...beli cool blog..urm sdp gler...muke aq sembap ag mse uh..tu yg de org kt situ tgk2 aq...wt bodo suda...

pas anta ros blek,tros msok blik...salin bjun BOOMMM...lepak r pe lg..abg agkt aq kol..ahhh miz dy sgt2.dy skrg bz ngn study mikrobio dy..dy pon sdey gak coz bru clash ngn awek dy..haha..mybe ni pon bnde sdey yg aq kne dgr..huhu...ngn lepak2 sorg2,aq t'pk sndri...nape aq x jd blek????ptut nye xde rizen yg leyh aq wt utk xblek phg...coz mcm2 bnde aq kene wt kt phg...anta adek skola n mcm2 la..hmmm mybe sbb ikatan antre kwn aq n aq yg kuat aq dpt rse de org prlukn aq pd wktu tu...hmm...
ok r...GTGW..kene msk nasi..mao mam...lapo..slm..
lau de spellin' yg slh soe..

p/s/:AL FATIHAH UNTUK ALLAYARHAM EN YAZET...

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

FATWA DR SHEIKH YUSUF AL-QADRAWI

PLC: ruang tamu.
MOOD: suam2 air

hmmm.td dok selak2 akhbar suara keadilan..de satu artikel yg memg aq minat nk bace...pasal konspirasi yg b'laku pd dtk seri anwar ibrahim..DR SHEIKH AL-QADRAWI igtkn supaya msyrkt luar jgn mudah menceroboh maruah org islam yg len,lbh2 lg org yg tkenal,baik,d hormati,b'akhlak mulia,golongn pndkwah yg tnngi di dunia islam spt dtk seri anuar ibrahim....aq sndri stuju ngn pndpt dr neyh.....masalah yg dtk sri anwar tanggung berat sgt...nape perlu org islam mnjatuhkan org islam yg len????aq sndri konfius....lau d pk kan blek,kes saiful tuh,nape dtk nik aziz myokong anuar lg dlm hal cmtu??????????dy adelah ulama...psti allah bg ptunjuk kt dy....sbb tu dy brani mnyokong anuar...mybe dy twu anuar x brsalah.....itu pndpt aq la...hahaha...politik abes...

oke ttp paper..

hmmm xbes2 ag pk psl stdy aq....ne la aq nk g neyh....medical collge dh twrkn kemsukan tp konfius ag...hmm...org pndai sng r...plih je kot...hmmm chance nk dpt 90%..susah2 aq nk sowh ayah anta je la g mesir....tahfiz quran n stdy bhse arb...snang cter...xpyh dok pk pape lg...leyh jmpe adek syaiful aq kt sane...HUH....mkin dwse mkin ktew kene pndai bwk dri...lau x,hmmm hncur...

KONFIUS!!!!!!!!!!

aq de bkwn ngn sorg lelaki ni...cm abg ngn adek r...dy jnis cm ustaz la...tp smpai skrg aq konpius,nape dy bgitu x twu malu mntk gmbr yg @#$%^ dr aq?????bingai???umo da 25 taon tp xdpt ke pk yg ne burok n baik...ikotkn nfsu je..itu lah mnusie...kdg2 yg nmpk jht tu la yg semulia org....yg nmpk warak tu la kdg2 yg pling x gune....hmm...(suare kn pndpt je)
k la...stop suda..smbung nnt....pnt tgn...slm..

p/s: lau org islam masih nk jtuhkan org islam yg len,agame len akn tertawekn kite..ouh..malu lah pd dri sndri.

Friday, March 12, 2010

MY FREN.MY JOURNEY

PLC-meja mkn
MOOD-sgttttt oke...

slm!!!ouh pepagi cmni memg nek kn mood aq..tgu kol dr org srawak..hmm...ne la dy neyh...da mule nk rndu neyh....he3.zina ati ouh..spe tuh???de r...aq cm rse otk neyh da mule lmbab cket dmi cket...ouhh....ngh mroyan nk stdy blek...ceh3..

hmm..pasni mmbe aq sume mkin sprate dr aq...kdg2 cm sush aq nk trime..memg cmni ke korg rse???ke aq sorg je.itu r realiti yg aq kne ngadap dlm idop nk mningkat dwase..ibu la yg kate..tp itu r,sume bnde kite kne sdia(fizikal.mental.rohani)..rmai mmbe yg aq da mntak pndpt dyorg..tp de same answer dorg bg "nnt da lme2 ko bese r"..
dyorg ta tao ati aq neyh cmne..tp lao aq ta blaja utk accpt bnde2 cmtuh nnt sush utk dri aq sndri gak....ADOYAIII!!!!sume org de jerni dorg msing2 cm tu gak aq..hmm..juz wait n c..ibu kate bia life kite neyh flow cm bese..ktew kne ikot je..ibu kate lao aq nk stop kn mse n xnk hdapi future aq,maybe aq dh KEHILANGAN satu mse yg sgt INDAH,HEPY...coz kite ta tao pe yg akn kite dpt...ALLAH tu MAHA penyayang...stiap hambaNYA akn dkurniakn dgn rezki & pluang yg b'beza2...tu sume yg wt aq pk skejap..tol gak ckp ibu..i've 2 accpt it,coz ibu kite lbih mkn grm n gule dr kite yg msih mude neyh..huhu..tu yg rmai org yg b'umo dpt pnyakit diabetes dulu dr kite...ha3...joke sje...pe korg rse dlm dri korg skrg?????de x rse nk giv up..hm...aq doakn korg oweyz smgt m'hdapi mse dpn korg...MAY ALLAH BLESS US...

P/S:asymyrah said> try utk trime pe yg dtg dlm idop,coz mybe pjlanan idop kte akn lbih mudah..(syg mmbe2 aq)

urghhh......

plc-kamar tdowww
mood-stengah waras.

Finally!!!!rezot suda tao...amt dspnted..mak bapak sowh stdy ta nk..kn da...pape pon congrate to u all yg da sukses dlm spm 2009....congrate to ma fren->>>>acit,paan,shu,fifi,madie,ekin n yg len2....haha to 'petom' ko memg genius ler...ta expct dpt mmbe cm ko...ho3...pd yg xbape nk sukses,igt!!!!!!bkn stakat ni je pjlanan ktew...byk lg pluang yg korg de,as long as korg strgle 4 ur study.... (nk sdap kn ati sndri)'...sgt borink dok kt phg....(no membe.no entrtmnt.no sume2 la.)ahad ni p blek JB mao jmpe my best fren..madi n cha'....korg tgu aq...huhuhu....dlm aq sdeyh2 ngn rezot sndri nseb bek de mmbe yg aq leyh kol wt pengalas prot...satu ari aq jd psakit mntal pas rezot spm kuar....pakinsen stu bdn..hmm mybe diz is one of de lsson dat i shud tke...supaye lbih2 kn ushe in ma future stdy..nway!!!!!!!!!!!have a good life to korg2 sume...oke,suda ta tao pe mao tulisss...ngntok suda...tdo dlu...zZzZzZzZ

p/s:asymyrah said: mmbe yg leyh dgr probs kte mmbe yg sgt korg prlukn dlm life korg.